I walked
through the corridor, which seemed too long, my heart thumping, time frozen.
The enthusiasm I had making the movie, and the friendship that bonded us
together making a masterpiece… everything was now over. I opened the
door of the teachers` office slowly, my best friend followed. Our class teacher
was sitting stiffly in his wooden chair, reading a newspaper. We walked in
front of the desk, and the teacher raised his head.
"What an
interesting life you are living," the teacher said seriously. "But never
forget you are now a sophomore student in high school. At this time next year,
you will take Gaokao (the college entrance examination in China). You should
have spent all of your time studying! How come you have time to make such naive
movies?" We didn`t answer.
After a short
moment of silence, the teacher spoke again, "I have watched your
masterpiece! You and some other students in our class mimicked many teachers in your movies! Do you think that is funny? You showed no respect to
teachers!"
"No! We
did not mean to mimic," I tried to argue, "We just wanted to
reproduce some interesting moments that happened in our class, and we do
respect all of our teachers!"
But it didn`t
work. It was not until we had stood there for half an hour listening to his
speech that he let us go. Before we left, he reminded, "Ask your parents
to call me this evening!"
We went out of
the door of the teachers` office, back to the corridor again. The next class
had already begun, so there was no one outside except us. It was so quiet that
the only thing I could hear were footsteps. My friend walked far in front of me. My heart was full of guilt and
sadness. I wanted to go back to my seat as soon as possible, but the corridor
was still too long. So I tried to say something to avoid that embarrassment.
But what should I say? Sorry? Or just say "That`s not a big deal!" Finally,
I chose silence.
After class, I
tried to talk with him to make him feel better. But he didn`t look at me and
did not even reply with a single word. I thought he was sad, so I left him in peace.
The next day, I talked to him; he still ignored me. I got angry and pushed him,
"What`s wrong with you? Cat got your tongue?"
"Stay
away," He snapped seriously, "It`s because of you that we were
punished!"
"But we
did that together and we made a really good movie, didn`t we?"
He didn`t
reply and I didn’t want to talk, either.
Memory flooded
in my mind. Three weeks ago, I took my camera to school and put forward the
idea to make a movie about school life. He was so glad about the idea and
wanted to be a director. Then, we started to talk about the story, the music,
the actors and so on. I can hardly forget the days when we repeated the same
scene again and again to make it perfect, when we debated on some details of
the story, and when we didn`t sleep until morning in order to edit the movie.
It was exciting to see that the movie shocked all of the students in our high
school after our great efforts. But now, when we were punished, my good partner, instead of facing it together, blamed everything on
me. What a disappointment!
It was a really
hard time when dream broke up and I had to bury this bitterness into
loneliness. I thought the friendship had finished just like the bankruptcy of the
movie, and we would be enemies or strangers forever. But a few days later, he
apologized for his selfishness and his lack of responsibility. I was angry but
generally forgave, of course.
Luckily, our
friendship was strong enough to pull us through. A few days later, we had fun
together like nothing had ever happened. But after that, we knew more about
friendship---To have fun together, and to deal with difficulties together.
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